hehe....i know the feeling...i have experienced that too...a long time ago....it's very edgy ...not to have time...and wanting to do/creat so muuuuch....
for me....it existend another impediment as well....not having the right materials i wished

Where do you get your materials that you need?

Mostly online. Few antique stores! If you want, I can send you a bunch of cool sites!

suuure...if u can...it would be great!!!